Eventually, everything upsetting that can happen does its number.  It leaves nothing behind to remember but takes dedicated time to forget.  It in fact is an endeavor.  The tests have to halt with the emotional assaults stopping.  Yea right there.

Yes.  It was painful but it cannot go on forever.  No.  The memory is no longer “present.”  You go on changed and determined with more vigor than ever!

Becoming relentless takes time.  Don’t dread those moments when no one understands.  It is like being in a field totally alone.  Take the only sunshine by the hand and just go.  Keep going.  It will be okay.