When it doesn’t seem possible to “go on” just suck it all in and bow that “pride” down.  Take those last steps to victory one at a time.  Take control of the situation if you can but also be humble enough to let it go.  In the letting go don’t give up.

There is a difference between “letting go” and “giving up.”  When you let go you realize there are multiple outcomes – not just yours.  When you give up that “towel” gets tossed and well there it goes.  Don’t let go of the towel.  I repeat keep the towel.  You might need it.

Yes.  It is “complicated” and not just anyone will understand.  Yet find a friend who just might listen.  It will be okay.